FOR THE BETTER :")

Today is friday . 11 November 2011 . Date and a beautiful day and I guess today was a very memorable for me. As usual, get up and tweeting , expressed the hope on twitter that might occur reality. Still in a cheerful atmosphere for a beautiful day today. no prejudice will occur unpleasant things :)

My hope for today :)

In school, as usual did the cheerful with friends. Arrived home , still as usual. This afternoon I plan to meet him to his house. He was again alone at home, his parents gone on the pilgrimage. I brought him his favorite cheese meatballs. Arriving at home, still in a state cheerful and happy to meet a boyfriend, doing stupid things with him. In the afternoon I'm going home. I found this, this image that he created for me, but in its original form. Very beautiful right ?

taraaaaaa ♥

I arrived home, I was joking and he recounted the incident that recently happened. promptly at 5:44, he bbm me like this:

And I just replied: yuhuuuu .  I do not know. I like selfish. I've often and do it to him. But he always relented. But, for today, he rebelled.

and stupidly, I just answered

and, since then, all the sweet words turn into sharper. I was stupid, really stupid. This is all my fault. WHAT SHOULD I DO?

Ohh god, everything is my fault. and I regret it now. I lost people I love most. very bad. and he continued to discredit me by saying my mistake from the beginning of courtship until now. and I realized I was too selfish, spoiled and childish undergo this relationship. 

and we broke up. I do not know what the word says that we broke up. but all I know, he said this : 

 
I do not know what to say. I want to rearrange this relationship to be better, but he refused. he said he wanted break for this relationship. I gave him two choices:
1, forgive all the my mistakes , I will change to become better. we returned. reinstall everything from scratch.
2. forget all about me. we move on:)
and he answered

I know he's a good man. I was given the opportunity to fix all my mistakes. and I must have the intention and try to not repeat the same mistakes. I was afraid of losing him. I loved him too much: (

his friend and my friend, always gave the spirit and support of good for me :) and this is one of them that made me cry bloody murder :"

This my friends who berated me because of this stupid mistake :')

I know I love the right person. who love and love me completely without any restriction. who is always scolding me and made ​​me become a better. that you alvan. even though we had broken up, but alvan can still make me smile and laugh. and I love it ♥

And when I say: I've always been strong and will always be strong. because I'm your girlfriend alvan : ) He say : 

I know we still love each other. and I know you do not want to want a situation like this unfortunately. I'm sorry, I'll change for you, only you. for us and our relationship is the future♥

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HUNNNY. SERIOUSLY I CAN NOT WITHOUT YOU. PLEASE COME BACK TOGETHER: ")

Do not give up if you still want to try. Do not split if there is still love. Do not let ego mastered the soul, because it will surely suffer heart </ 3