My dream come back

This first day through the day as a single. difficult. very heavy. And today, morning until tonight, I just cry for my mistakes and keep silence in the room. Up until my parents yelled me because I just do not want to cry and left the room. Who knows what made ​​me cry like that. I just played a song from the used - on my own . That is alvan's favorite songs, and he always played that song when I was with him. It makes me cry. Heard the song, I remembered with him. That day, I like people frustrated. While crying, while calm and so on like that. My eyes were narrow enough. My face crumpled. My hair wet with sweat. That's the my situation today. Very bad :(

And then in the afternoon, at a time when things were still like that. One of my friends invited me for a Saturday night with her and I accept it. I'm sick at home and I wanted to get some fresh condition at night. Ultimately, we just spent our satnight at mcd. I still communicate with alvan and he knew that I was in a place close to his home. And he wants to come see me in mcd. I'm happy, but I also do not get hopes up too deeply he will come here. An hour, two hours I waited, but he did not come. I'm getting tired stayed with him and wanted to return to the house. But when I started to move, there is one message into my phone , turns from alvan, he says : "wait for me, I'm already on the road" and I'm still waiting. I suddenly saw that I knew. Alvan and his friend, Dekda. He came over and sat right in front of me. I see his face, really strong I do not see it, want to hug and kiss his forehead. But I realize I've just his ex, and no right to do that. He asked me to chat and occasionally chat his friends to speak. Not long later, his friend again come , Mangu and I do not know who the other one-__-I'm getting fed up for a moment, I think that first he himself came up, but it turns out he bring to three friends . 


I want to go home. but he forbade me. and later, he whispered to Mangu. Either saying nothing. But a clear, suddenly Mangu took Dekda and the other to go from our seats. But dekda not budge. He remained seated not care. I know that face alvan upset, but he tried to hide it. I'm nervous. He put his face in my face and say : "are you sure you could change?"  I confidently replied : "yes, I'm sure, I tried:)"  He then stopped a long time until my friend took me home. and I said: I came home well :) and he nodded "me too" and he went whispering my ear, "I'm back, and our relationship is also behind like yesterday"  HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH !♥  it seems like splitting atmosfeeeeer! seemed to fly! It;s so
beautiful satnite far this month :*

Thank you very much for alvan especially, my friend Rosanti and his friend  Dekda, Mangu and another one does not know his name ({})
  
LOVE YOU SO FUCKIN MUCH , ALVAN♥